Last of October

I don't fear the night

It's the day full of light.

Submerging the soul

gently and leaving

a void with anxious heart.

Pale yellow light 

that pierces through the self

sinking with each second

as the sun goes up.

I've never seen a day,

as painful as the one

my mind would never

be able to proceed.

There you are,

lost in some crowd,

Peacefully watching 

above us all.

You submerged

by the dark,

sinking my heart,

numbing me to the core.

You rise like the sun

every day.

in my mind.

Alive.

With your voice echoing

out loud

beckoning at me to stay.

To pull you out.

Yet you're a mere

Imagination now,

Memory of the past,

That put weight on me

Which I shall never be able to lift.